Friday, February 18, 2011
iom really starting to miss my mom.
i havent told anyone. not even my closest friends know
my mom is in jail. shes an alcoholic. shell be in there for 4 mo. she left nov. 19
in winter break of 2008, she got in a car crash. she was DUI and tried to kill herself. she forgot about me and my sister. luckily she just had bruses...somehow. it was a miracle she was alive, she slammed into the concrete divider at 70mph. she lost her liscense and couldnt drive, but since we needed to get around, she drove anyway. she got in alot of trouble with the law. then in summer of 2010, she got in another accident, DUI motorcycle, nobody was hurt again. she had to go to rehab and she missed my birthday party. I love my mom and I miss her
i havent told anyone. not even my closest friends know
my mom is in jail. shes an alcoholic. shell be in there for 4 mo. she left nov. 19
in winter break of 2008, she got in a car crash. she was DUI and tried to kill herself. she forgot about me and my sister. luckily she just had bruses...somehow. it was a miracle she was alive, she slammed into the concrete divider at 70mph. she lost her liscense and couldnt drive, but since we needed to get around, she drove anyway. she got in alot of trouble with the law. then in summer of 2010, she got in another accident, DUI motorcycle, nobody was hurt again. she had to go to rehab and she missed my birthday party. I love my mom and I miss her
summer camp orafter school day care? idk
i go into the cafateria and tommy and jorge r at the table closest to the stage and christian and his friends are a few seats over. for
some reason, i need 2 talk to the person in charge (the cafateria is filled with people) and i look around and c tommy and scowl then i c
christian and hope tommy gets jealous so i go over to him and say
"hey whos in charge?"
"you are" smirking he says
"...what?"
"ya. u can make me do anything u wanna"
"hahaha thats actually pretty funny"
"ya thats not all ull like"
"hahahah seriously did u come up with that?"
comes up with another pick up line type thing
"can u like write these down fo rme? i want to show them to my friends"
we talk for a bit and hes really funny and his friends are chiming in and im also making them laugh so i sit down and continue to talk.
tommy cs this and comes over (jorge left). he brings a chair over and sits in it backwards and listens to wat were saying. i get bugged
by him coming over and say ok imma go BUT im coming back with a pen and paper for you to write those down for me. i glare at tommy and
leave. i come back with the pen and paper an dc tommy siting in my chair talking with the guys. i walk over. i put the supplies in front
of christian and bend forward to lean on the table with my back to tommy.
"Gaby sit down" tommy says
"why?"
"to chat :)'
i look at the rest of the table they shrug
"fine" and i sit in his old chair facing all of them
tommy looks at the guys and says "k imma ask questions and i want all of u to be totally hionest"
they all agree
"k close ur eyes"
"me too?" i ask
"doesnt matter"
i dont. he starts asking the questions
"k. how many of us are turned on by Gaby. Be honest; u all agreed"
i look around and all their hands are raised
"open ur eyes"
they do and get embarassed
"hahaha all of us" ;) (@ me)
"close ur eyes again"
"how many of us think she is pretty?"
tommyand one other guy
" .....beautiful?"
tommy and a different guy
"hot?"
tommy and another different guy
"sexy?"
tommy christian and almost all others
they r all open eyes now and looking at mee
"...huh...*biting my lip*..." i get stand up "thank you christian" and i take the paper and pen. i start to walk away but stop
and turn back to look at them. "really???" they all look away and kinda shrug but tommy smiles and christian winks. i laugh and continue
to leave.
then the above ensues
alternate ending to above from the second time hee kisses me:
hell turn my chair around and kiss me. he doesnt back to far away tho, only to look at me and i dont turn around either...
i go into the cafateria and tommy and jorge r at the table closest to the stage and christian and his friends are a few seats over. for
some reason, i need 2 talk to the person in charge (the cafateria is filled with people) and i look around and c tommy and scowl then i c
christian and hope tommy gets jealous so i go over to him and say
"hey whos in charge?"
"you are" smirking he says
"...what?"
"ya. u can make me do anything u wanna"
"hahaha thats actually pretty funny"
"ya thats not all ull like"
"hahahah seriously did u come up with that?"
comes up with another pick up line type thing
"can u like write these down fo rme? i want to show them to my friends"
we talk for a bit and hes really funny and his friends are chiming in and im also making them laugh so i sit down and continue to talk.
tommy cs this and comes over (jorge left). he brings a chair over and sits in it backwards and listens to wat were saying. i get bugged
by him coming over and say ok imma go BUT im coming back with a pen and paper for you to write those down for me. i glare at tommy and
leave. i come back with the pen and paper an dc tommy siting in my chair talking with the guys. i walk over. i put the supplies in front
of christian and bend forward to lean on the table with my back to tommy.
"Gaby sit down" tommy says
"why?"
"to chat :)'
i look at the rest of the table they shrug
"fine" and i sit in his old chair facing all of them
tommy looks at the guys and says "k imma ask questions and i want all of u to be totally hionest"
they all agree
"k close ur eyes"
"me too?" i ask
"doesnt matter"
i dont. he starts asking the questions
"k. how many of us are turned on by Gaby. Be honest; u all agreed"
i look around and all their hands are raised
"open ur eyes"
they do and get embarassed
"hahaha all of us" ;) (@ me)
"close ur eyes again"
"how many of us think she is pretty?"
tommyand one other guy
" .....beautiful?"
tommy and a different guy
"hot?"
tommy and another different guy
"sexy?"
tommy christian and almost all others
they r all open eyes now and looking at mee
"...huh...*biting my lip*..." i get stand up "thank you christian" and i take the paper and pen. i start to walk away but stop
and turn back to look at them. "really???" they all look away and kinda shrug but tommy smiles and christian winks. i laugh and continue
to leave.
then the above ensues
alternate ending to above from the second time hee kisses me:
hell turn my chair around and kiss me. he doesnt back to far away tho, only to look at me and i dont turn around either...
sometimes his hair is curly sometimes its not
i still think hes pretty but he still bugs me and he acts like diego. i do wanna hit him. i dont like him. i hope hes at the summer camp
and he starts to like me again. i came up with a new senario today
it was after school on friday and tommy had stayed cuz his mom (his mom is the office lady)couldnt take him home so he was wondering around then she told him to
"go into mr. diaz's office and talk to Gaby. shes nice. and she seems better than that girl you have now"
"mom 'so and so' is nice and pretty."
"but shes rude to you and me. i dont like her chico. just talk to mr. diazs daughter."
hell pretend to be reluctant but actually want to. hell come in and say hey
ill look at him and say "wat do you want?"
"nothing just here to talk"
"i have nothing to say. do you?"
hell shrug
"great. leave."
'haha wat? why?"
"you irk me. leave PLEASE."
"no i dont want to. :) that makes me wanna stay more."
"my mistake" then ill turn around to ignore him
"y do i bug u?"
'because u remind me of some1"
"who?"
"doesnt matter. he bugs me. you bug me. leave."
"no. wats his name?"
"diego. now go."
"no tell me about diego."
"u have no idea how badly ii want to hit you."
"wathah?"
"i want to slap u in the face."
"y?"
"because u remind me off him! wow ur slow"
"i like to bug u :)"
"goody 4 me"
"u r really hot"
"thanks creep. leave"
"idk y but that turns me on."
"ewwww. ur disgusting leave"
"ur not helping."
"ur seriously grossing me out. change the topic please"
"so i can stay?"
"if u dont say that again"
"wat that u turn me on?"
"leave."
"sorry! haha so who u txting."
"my friend"
he looks over my shoulder and sees james name
"u have a guy friend?"
"ya so?"
"has it ever been anything?"
"no. he wanted it to be but he got over it."
"oh" he contiues to look over my shoulder and c me typing (in responce to 'watcha doing now?') talking to Tommy and hes annoying the hell
outta me. he laughs and says really?
"really wat?"
"im annoying u that much?"
"yes i still really want to hit u."
'go a head."
"no i cant "
hell shrug then look me over. head to toe, toe to head and smile
"u no i meant wat i said"
"wat did u say."
"that ur beautiful"
"u used a different word but ok. dont u have a girlfriend or something to go to?"
"not anymore"
"broke up so quickly?"
"wen isaw u'
ill stop and get out of my cold composure and look at him but snap back into it as he starts talking again
"beautiful, hot, sexy,pretty...any of those words could describe you"
i turn away so he dont c me incase i blush.
'guess wat" hell say
"i dont care?"
"good guess but no. close ur eyes."
"no thank you"
"cummon!"
"y"
"just cuz. do it."
"fine."and i will. not sure wat hes about to do, ill hesitate. ill close my eyes as hes smiling at me. and hell lean forward and kiss me.
long and he wont pull away. i wont either at first but then realize wats happening and push him away.
ill look at him sad and just say "leave"
"seriously?"
"ur to much like diego. i hate him and i want to hit you. leave before i do."
"i dont think u will"
"just go away"
"no. give me ur number."
ill stare and say, after thinking for a while, 'fine"
hell get really happy and ask for a marker
ill pick one up then right 4803697644 on a sticky note and give it to him and i wont smile.
"happy?" ill inquire as i had it ovewr
'very"
hell lean forward to kiss me again but ill back away. hell raise his eyebrows and smirk then leave. ill exhale loudly then turn away.
a with my back to the door hell creep in and turn the chair around and kiss me again then say in a singsongy voice "still u know wa--at"
ill chuckle and roll my eyes but b very happy and continue txting james
this one i no is never going to happen. i wish it would though. idc. its not gonna.
i still think hes pretty but he still bugs me and he acts like diego. i do wanna hit him. i dont like him. i hope hes at the summer camp
and he starts to like me again. i came up with a new senario today
it was after school on friday and tommy had stayed cuz his mom (his mom is the office lady)couldnt take him home so he was wondering around then she told him to
"go into mr. diaz's office and talk to Gaby. shes nice. and she seems better than that girl you have now"
"mom 'so and so' is nice and pretty."
"but shes rude to you and me. i dont like her chico. just talk to mr. diazs daughter."
hell pretend to be reluctant but actually want to. hell come in and say hey
ill look at him and say "wat do you want?"
"nothing just here to talk"
"i have nothing to say. do you?"
hell shrug
"great. leave."
'haha wat? why?"
"you irk me. leave PLEASE."
"no i dont want to. :) that makes me wanna stay more."
"my mistake" then ill turn around to ignore him
"y do i bug u?"
'because u remind me of some1"
"who?"
"doesnt matter. he bugs me. you bug me. leave."
"no. wats his name?"
"diego. now go."
"no tell me about diego."
"u have no idea how badly ii want to hit you."
"wathah?"
"i want to slap u in the face."
"y?"
"because u remind me off him! wow ur slow"
"i like to bug u :)"
"goody 4 me"
"u r really hot"
"thanks creep. leave"
"idk y but that turns me on."
"ewwww. ur disgusting leave"
"ur not helping."
"ur seriously grossing me out. change the topic please"
"so i can stay?"
"if u dont say that again"
"wat that u turn me on?"
"leave."
"sorry! haha so who u txting."
"my friend"
he looks over my shoulder and sees james name
"u have a guy friend?"
"ya so?"
"has it ever been anything?"
"no. he wanted it to be but he got over it."
"oh" he contiues to look over my shoulder and c me typing (in responce to 'watcha doing now?') talking to Tommy and hes annoying the hell
outta me. he laughs and says really?
"really wat?"
"im annoying u that much?"
"yes i still really want to hit u."
'go a head."
"no i cant "
hell shrug then look me over. head to toe, toe to head and smile
"u no i meant wat i said"
"wat did u say."
"that ur beautiful"
"u used a different word but ok. dont u have a girlfriend or something to go to?"
"not anymore"
"broke up so quickly?"
"wen isaw u'
ill stop and get out of my cold composure and look at him but snap back into it as he starts talking again
"beautiful, hot, sexy,pretty...any of those words could describe you"
i turn away so he dont c me incase i blush.
'guess wat" hell say
"i dont care?"
"good guess but no. close ur eyes."
"no thank you"
"cummon!"
"y"
"just cuz. do it."
"fine."and i will. not sure wat hes about to do, ill hesitate. ill close my eyes as hes smiling at me. and hell lean forward and kiss me.
long and he wont pull away. i wont either at first but then realize wats happening and push him away.
ill look at him sad and just say "leave"
"seriously?"
"ur to much like diego. i hate him and i want to hit you. leave before i do."
"i dont think u will"
"just go away"
"no. give me ur number."
ill stare and say, after thinking for a while, 'fine"
hell get really happy and ask for a marker
ill pick one up then right 4803697644 on a sticky note and give it to him and i wont smile.
"happy?" ill inquire as i had it ovewr
'very"
hell lean forward to kiss me again but ill back away. hell raise his eyebrows and smirk then leave. ill exhale loudly then turn away.
a with my back to the door hell creep in and turn the chair around and kiss me again then say in a singsongy voice "still u know wa--at"
ill chuckle and roll my eyes but b very happy and continue txting james
this one i no is never going to happen. i wish it would though. idc. its not gonna.
went 2 my dads skool 2day instead of mine (it was a half day. why bother going?). it weas fun...and so uh...tommy has a girlfreind....
disappointment has a name
bbut its not elizabeth. i think he settled. i hope. he saw me but idk if he recognized me. he mustve cuz its easy 2 tell i am mr. allias' daughter.
im disappointed in my choices. i couldve gone 2 morning announcements and c tommy speak (stuco pres) but i chose not 2 >:( i coulve gone 2 sit through iall my dads classes. i didnt >:(
but i was able 2 deliver a paper 2 the teacher teaching the 7th graders and wen i walked in christian said hi gaby and everyone started
talking and then one of them whistled. it made me feel good. i laughed cuz i knew they were joking but i wished they werent.
i want to hit tommmy
christian is nice and kinda cute. i dont like him though.
tommy acts like diego. that irks me. i want to hit them both. mad. not going 2 do anything with katie or james' party. i have a boring weekend ahead of me :(
hehe that kid whistled :)....
so tommy didnt react to me.....i gotta get over it
im working at the summer camp again. he better be there and this time itll b him thatll get hurt >:))) hehehehehhe not really. that
would b mean. i wont do that.
tommy isnt that pretty. :) yay. and his hairs not that curly..i was dislusional this summer
katie is just as pretty as i am and i regret saying shes not.
disappointment has a name
bbut its not elizabeth. i think he settled. i hope. he saw me but idk if he recognized me. he mustve cuz its easy 2 tell i am mr. allias' daughter.
im disappointed in my choices. i couldve gone 2 morning announcements and c tommy speak (stuco pres) but i chose not 2 >:( i coulve gone 2 sit through iall my dads classes. i didnt >:(
but i was able 2 deliver a paper 2 the teacher teaching the 7th graders and wen i walked in christian said hi gaby and everyone started
talking and then one of them whistled. it made me feel good. i laughed cuz i knew they were joking but i wished they werent.
i want to hit tommmy
christian is nice and kinda cute. i dont like him though.
tommy acts like diego. that irks me. i want to hit them both. mad. not going 2 do anything with katie or james' party. i have a boring weekend ahead of me :(
hehe that kid whistled :)....
so tommy didnt react to me.....i gotta get over it
im working at the summer camp again. he better be there and this time itll b him thatll get hurt >:))) hehehehehhe not really. that
would b mean. i wont do that.
tommy isnt that pretty. :) yay. and his hairs not that curly..i was dislusional this summer
katie is just as pretty as i am and i regret saying shes not.
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