i learned i cant play pretend with actual dolls or figures. i just imagine it in my head.

ive been falling
in and out
of love
with you
i never
loved someone
way that i
love you. not really. thats how i like any1. in and out, i find reasons to not like the ppl...especially if they dont like me back. so takr that world! :( i want tommy to be my boyfriend. i hope he stays sweet. he looks so good. i like him. its no back and forth i just like him. and i want him to like me as much or a little more than i do now. and i hope he thinks of me as much as i think of him. *sigh*. i want him. how sad it is to fall for some1. u feel really pathetic. is this how james felt? i lost.i could never like james. not to be mean, i just cant. hes my best dude friend and evn though he hangs out with a lot of girls friends and ones he thinks are hot, hes my best df. <3 but never more than a friend. haha tommmy is pretty.
haha. how sad
its disgusting how i love you, i hate it,i could kill u
i just wanna touch ur face, its disgusting.
its disgusting, how u changed me from a bamdit to a baby
why tommy? hahha y do i want u?