I found tommy on facebook and through the Naomi Reynolds account, i asked him if he liked me, or if he does.Tommy doesnt like me. Straight from the horses mouth. Damn damn damn damn dman. I hate this. I feel sick. he said he did like me but because i reminded him of one of his friends named Elizabeth. I just feel so sick. he liked me because i looked like this friend and i act like her. I cant believe this. i feel so sick :((((( I dont want to see him anymore. and now i have no one that likes me and i dont feel right. I dont feel good. he liked me because i reminded him of someone. THAT HE DOESNT KNOW THAT WELL. yet he'll choose her over me. come on Tommy. damn damn damn. ifeel so sick, i feel so sick, i feel so sick, i feel SO. SICK. he liked me because i reminded him of someone. DAMN. IT. i dont want to see him. i want him to want me. i want to cry. I do want to see him. but idont want him to "lyk" "this gurl named elizabeth". crap. im so sad. i feel sick. i want him to like me so. badly. i do. i could cry. i hope he changes his mind. James was right. how the hell was he right. :'(((((((( i really am going to cry. i feel so sick. dMN Dmn damn damn damn dman damn damn damn damkn damnd= damn damn damn it!!! if im so much like this elizabeth, why does he like her and not me? so not happy.

i dont want to go out with James. at all . hes my best dude friend. im neutral towards diego. I really dont care anymore. Im just sick of him.and done. Ill laugh with him but i wont like him like that. crap. he just said ok, i do like her okay? o my effing G. i am so confused. ugh :( at least he said he liked me...? right?